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I guess it's really over, I'm finally getting better. Wednesday, May 5 Okay, sorry for not updating. Well, all of you should already know that its over between me and him. I assume that he's happy now, maybe even moved on. Well, thats what I see. Yes, he did say Ily still, but no, I don't believe that anymore. Cuz if he really does, he'd listen to me. No, not for me, but for his own good actually. But he's dumb anyway. I think he already killed his brain cells, thats why. Why should I waste my effort on someone who wouldn't listen? well basically cuz I care so much bout him. But I see no point for me to keep saying the same thing over and over again, cuz it wont fucking stay in his brain. But I just got to admit that I was fucking sad, looking at him waste his life away just like that. How dumber can he be right? He have dreams/goals, but he's not making any effort to pursue it. He only think bout enjoying. Wonder when will he grow up, really. Maybe when his skin starts to wrinkle, and his hair turned grey, he'll realize how wasted his life is.
Anyway, on a lighter note, my life's getting better these days. I'm starting to appreciate my life now. =) My friends are happy cuz I'm happy now. Well, most of my friends are going through rocky relationships. I hope you guys will be able to pull it through. They will realize that nobody would be able to love them like how you can. They're lucky to have you. I love going to school now. And they should know the reason why. Thank you, S. Because you make me happy. With those random calls,unexpected msges, it made me really happy. =) < 3 |
 Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning. Me.  Nur Fareena, 17. 20 July'93. Like any other humans, I have inperfections. I have my own strength & weaknesses. Words can't pull me down, now. Cuz I'm stronger, than yesterday. Speak. Links Friendster Tagged FRIENDS. August2006 - June2009 June2009 - July2009 Archives Music. | |