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What have been bothering you, lately? Thursday, March 25 Woke up early in the morning, only to realize that its just 6.30am. No matter how hard I tried to close my eyes, I just can't go back to sleep. Been tossing & turning..My stomach growling for food. And the feelings which I thought I'd be able to get rid off when I wake up the next morning is still there. No matter how hard I tried to ignore it. In order to keep myself busy, I get out of my bed, prepared breakfast for myself and sat infront of my laptop, watching anime. But, its still there. I don't wanna ruin this. I wanna refrain myself......But I just can't help it. After all the problems I've started and the mess I've caused, I don't want it to start over again. I just want him to love me more, from the bottom of his heart. Why must there be paranoia? Why does paranoia even exist? )': Today, I'm going to work. So I'll just pretend everything's fine and go w the flow. Anyway, this is just random. Something that came out of my mind. Or maybe.. something that have been bothering me lately ever since.. "There's an ample reason why you didn't make it to his future. And why you're called his ex. Move on." |
 Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning. Me.  Nur Fareena, 17. 20 July'93. Like any other humans, I have inperfections. I have my own strength & weaknesses. Words can't pull me down, now. Cuz I'm stronger, than yesterday. Speak. Links Friendster Tagged FRIENDS. August2006 - June2009 June2009 - July2009 Archives Music. | |