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All bout him. Saturday, March 13 I'm in love with this boy, whom I thought was Indian, the first time I saw him in class. Well, we never really talked to each other until you started to disturb me in class, throwing pieces of paper. =.= Then one day we planned to go drinking together, which was on the 6th Feb. I got my pay, so it was my treat. Me, Hizam, you & Zul. I told you I'd be fine, drinking Bombay Sapphire. I'm strong. HAHA. Then after few shots, I got drunk. You still can let me drink half cup of it, which I dragged. Few minutes later, I vomit like there's no tomorrow. Hizam couldn't send me home, so you're the one who send me home. Cabbed, and I asked to stop at Esso to get lemonade. In the end, you got me milk. =.= Sat at the void deck, smoke, drink & I talked bout my problems. You gave me the listening ear, you gave me a shoulder to lean on... After that, you actually send me until the doorstep. When I reach home, I felt something in my heart..I was unsure of what it is. Then every night, I keep thinking bout you. I told Emily bout it, and was told not to confess cuz things might get weird. I tried so hard to keep it to myself, but I can't. Then on the 19 Feb, I finally got myself to confess to you. It was so hard to get you to believe me. We went out to town together after that. We could sit down and talk normally, and I was glad. Batam trip, I spent the whole time with you. I still remember sleeping together, and you actually make sounds with your mouth. HAHA, it was so cute. You keep on asking me to tie my hair too, cuz it was all over your face. =.= Everyday after school, we would hang out together. We even go out together sometimes during weekend. Yesterday, before we went to bbq, I accompany you fetch Danial then to Ghim Moh to get your bag. While waiting for MRT, I asked you to see if there's hair in my eyes. You were shocked by the amount of hair in it. You tried to help me to get it out but fail. =.= Infront of your house, you helped me get every single hair, which got stuck in my eyes, out, succesfully. Haha. Then, we bussed all the way to ECP. At 12am, me, you, Khai & Yong drank. I got high & vomited. I know I said alot of things to you, which I couldn't really remember. I did remember you told me you couldn't trust me cuz of the guys I contacted. I tried to convince you, but you wouldn't listen. =.= Eventhough I smell of vomit, you still kissed me, you still hugged me. ^^ We stayed together till morning and bussed home, tired. It have been 3 weeks now, and the feelings for you, is still strong. It don't matter if you wanna take your time, cuz I don't care bout the status. You can have all the time you want. For as long as you love me, thats all that mattered. =) We fuss & fight bout littlest thing. But I'm trying my best to understand you now. Benyamein, I really do love you. |
 Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning. Me.  Nur Fareena, 17. 20 July'93. Like any other humans, I have inperfections. I have my own strength & weaknesses. Words can't pull me down, now. Cuz I'm stronger, than yesterday. Speak. Links Friendster Tagged FRIENDS. August2006 - June2009 June2009 - July2009 Archives Music. | |