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I'm sorry I ain't perfect. Tuesday, February 2 Hey mum, look at me. Think back and talk to me. Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along. And now I try hard to make it, I just want to make you proud. I'm never gonna be good enough for you, I can't pretend that I'm alright And you can't change me. Did you know you used to be my heroin? All the days you spent with me, Now seem so far away...And it feels like you don't care anymore. Nothing's gonna change the things that you said, Nothing's gonna make this right again. Please don't turn your back, I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you but you don't understand. Everyone wants to see me fall now. I guess I'm on my own, no? Cuz no one's givin me all the support I need. Well, I know I ain't as clever as compared to both my siblings or anyone in the family members. I know I ain't pretty like my big sister. I know I ain't as good as my brother. But don't you think I deserve to be heard? Am I not your daughter, mum? I wish I can tell you whats in my head, but you wouldn't understand. Eventho you treat me this way, I still love you so dear. Cuz you're the only mum I have. ('= But do you love me, mum? I don't understand why I'm being sensitive lately. I just wanna be treated well by people. I wanna feel loved )'= It feels like as if I'm carrying a heavy weight on top of my chest, cuz it hurts so much. I feel empty. Save me, someone.... < / 3 |
 Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning. Me.  Nur Fareena, 17. 20 July'93. Like any other humans, I have inperfections. I have my own strength & weaknesses. Words can't pull me down, now. Cuz I'm stronger, than yesterday. Speak. Links Friendster Tagged FRIENDS. August2006 - June2009 June2009 - July2009 Archives Music. | |