Have you ever had this feeling of being left out? You walked behind them, listening to music & looking at them, laughing & talking among themselves. & when they realize you're behind them, they'll ask, "are you ok? why so quiet?" and then you smiled and pretend everything is fine.

hmmm )=

What would you do, when you had feelings for your friend? You wanna say "i love you" so bad, but don't wanna scare him away. You wanna tell him what you feel, but afraid you'll lose him. Would you, overcome your fear, take the chance & tell him,let go of this heavy feeling in your chest? or would you keep your feelings inside, pretend you're fine? & watch him love somebody else?

This' killing me.

Oh anyway, Happy v'day to everyone & cny to the chinese.

Happy holidays, too. xoxo