Fantasy.

It is better to light one candle than to curse the darkness.

Saturday, January 23

Yesterday, I woke up on the wrong side of bed. Feeling bit cranky & down, prolly due to the rain. I hate cold weather especially when I need to force myself to wake up & get ready for school. Despite the fact that I woke up early, I was late to meet Emily cuz I'm stuck at my void deck. No umbrella & no keys to go home. Cab to school was the only option.

No lesson was conducted so I took a nap. Woken up by Emily few mins later, asking me to accompany her to canteen to collect uniform. When we reached the canteen, the smell of the food caught us. So we ate before going back to class.

School ended at 12pm. Called Farhanah. Was told that she's at New Town Sec. Since I got nothing better to do, I thought I should pay the school a visit.

Met Peihui, Fiona & everyone else. Oh how I miss the school...After that, me, Farhanah, Nasri & Rahmat went to west coast court to slack a bit. Went home after that..

Took a nap & woke up around 6pm. Spent the time watching anime till 9+pm.

Was hungry & feeling bit down so I made myself a waffle to cheer myself up.

anyway, I really have to start saving.

My life has become somewhat monotonous. Only revolves around family, friends, school. I feel empty deep inside, despite having alot of companions. I miss being held. I miss being told "i love you". I miss having someone special to count on. But that does not mean I'm in a rush to have a partner. I guess 2010 is the year I'm gonna relax. I wanna find a partner whom I really want to spend my life with. I wanna make every moment with that someone worthwhile. No more flings, no more puppy love.

I wanna change & become a better person. =) Thats gonna be my goal for 2010.

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To Emily,

Thanks for being a good friend from the start =) Our friendship starts to
blossom beautifully. Glad I've made a good friend. Had a gr8 time w you, always.
In school & anywhere else. Never fail to laugh when I'm w you. Enjoy
laughing at people & @ our own stupidity. Hur hur. Looking forward for an
outing. Lets go food hunting & shopping together. Oh & thanks for the
advices too. Telling me that I deserve better. Sorry if I keep rolling eyes @
you. Just a bad habit which I can't seem to throw. But you know I don't mean it.
See ya on monday babe! I love ya bitch. xoxo.

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Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning.

Me.

Nur Fareena, 17. 20 July'93.

Like any other humans, I have inperfections.
I have my own strength & weaknesses.
Words can't pull me down, now. Cuz I'm stronger, than yesterday.

Speak.

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