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giving up so soon? Tuesday, January 19 Oh god, seriously, I don't know what the hell I'm thinking. Can I really trust your words? Sometimes, I really feel like giving up. Cuz your words weren't convincing enough. Everything's swirling in my mind, driving me nuts! I get sick & tired of heartaches. I don't wanna get hurt in future. Yes true, its part & parcel of relationship. But wouldn't want the same thing to happen to me. If you tell me you love me, why are you giving her hope? hmm? Life's screwed up sometimes. Put that aside.... Today's the 6th supposed-to-be monthsarry with my first love, Hizam. Urgh, I miss him so much )= Life have to go on, have to keep reminding myself. =/ But honestly, no matter how hard I tried to get rid of him in my mind, he still exist somewhere in my heart. Deep inside. Memories are the only thing that will never change in life I suppose? Well, maybe, just maybe I should just forget bout 'him'. Cuz I really can't stand the pain. I don't understand why must I get involved in it. What are you trynna prove anyway? Hais. I suppose there are much better guys out there? Oh I don't know. )': Its killing me!!!!!!!!!!! |
 Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning. Me.  Nur Fareena, 17. 20 July'93. Like any other humans, I have inperfections. I have my own strength & weaknesses. Words can't pull me down, now. Cuz I'm stronger, than yesterday. Speak. Links Friendster Tagged FRIENDS. August2006 - June2009 June2009 - July2009 Archives Music. | |