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Misses. Friday, November 27 Prom nite was awesome. I got nothing much to say bout it. I feel so lost & confuse right now. I don't know why, really :( I miss having a real bf tho. I miss having someone to be there by my side 24/7. I miss someone disagreeing with whatever I'm doing. I miss having small fights and then making up with him. I miss crying late at night, be it tears of joy or sadness for someone. Tho now I'm still crying but its cuz of the emptiness. I miss someone who's able to take in my craps when I'm having pms and still able to cheer me up. The only one who's able to do that is Hizam. God why was I so stupid back then? Now its all too little too late because its never gonna happen again. We're never going back again. I know I should've moved on but honestly, I'm not able to. God, why must I realize how much he meant to me now.. Why now.. )': Its impossible to find another one just like him. Eventho I did, its never gonna be the same :( I miss all the pampering i could get. The praises which I usually get that would make my day. The wise words i get when I'm down or nervous. All that, I miss. I only saw the bad side(which wasnt even really bad)... I didn't see that. )': Oh dear, how i wish i could turn back time. Now no one ever appreaciate what I did. No one could even make me happy. No one even praises me anymore... Anyway, I miss everyone. I miss wearing that smurf uniform. I miss dragging myself to school. FYI, I've gave up smoking :D hooray to me! |
 Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning. Me.  Nur Fareena, 17. 20 July'93. Like any other humans, I have inperfections. I have my own strength & weaknesses. Words can't pull me down, now. Cuz I'm stronger, than yesterday. Speak. Links Friendster Tagged FRIENDS. August2006 - June2009 June2009 - July2009 Archives Music. | |