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Empty? Monday, August 31 I need a break from reality. Its killing me. I'm living life just like any typical human now. Wake up, eat, bathe, school, home, sleep, study, eat, bathe, sleep. Its like a fixed cycle. And it bore me to hell! This saturday is my last chance to hang out with my friends and have fun. After that, my days gonna be jam packed with school. Study study study. I fucken need to pass my n level. Actually, truth is, I don't even know why I wanna pass so badly..knowing that I don't wanna continue to sec 5. But if I DO have the chance, I might reconsider. :/ I really don't know which path shall I take.. ITE? Shatec? Private? or continue to sec 5. Thinking bout all this makes me stress. But all I know is that I'm gonna find a job after my last paper with my girl and if I could, I'd work every day. And when I get that pay, Imma go shopping and spoil myself with new clothes, make ups etc etc. I'm excited. ____________ Paranoid, paranoid, paranoid. Why am I so afraid of losing you? Truth is, I'm jealous with your girl-friends. I know I shouldn't feel this way but I'm just afraid you'd become just like those bastards I've met previously. Honestly, I'm just afraid to get hurt. I know I should trust & believe in you.... but really, I don't know. Its just my natural habit. D: Prove me wrong. I don't wanna hear just words. I wanna see actions cuz they say action speaks louder than words. Bare with me. _____________ Oh btw girl, I guess we're the last one standing. We've vowed to stay together no matter what right? Thanks girlfriend. Our friendship won't last till only secondary school but it will last till we're old, right? We've went through alot of ups and down. I can't wait till we're on our adulthood. haha. Your child's gonna be a bibir! :P neway gf.....I wonder who's gonna be my husband in future. Sigh ): |
 Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning. Me.  Nur Fareena, 17. 20 July'93. Like any other humans, I have inperfections. I have my own strength & weaknesses. Words can't pull me down, now. Cuz I'm stronger, than yesterday. Speak. Links Friendster Tagged FRIENDS. August2006 - June2009 June2009 - July2009 Archives Music. | |