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HAPPY ADVANCE MOTHERS DAY! Saturday, May 8 My mum, is the greatest mum I ever had. Eventhough I don't like it when she keeps on nagging, still, its for my own good. My mum has a big ego, she won't show her love directly. You just have to see carefully. My mum's cooking is the best! Everything she cooks is nice. She also bakes! Sometimes, she'll ask me to sit beside her, watch her and pick up her skills. She knows what I like, and what I not like. Oh, and she always gets jealous whenever my dad pamper me. But now, we kinda drift apart. I seldom talk to her. And I realize that. Everyday, go to school, come home late, sleep & wake up at night, and she'll be asleep. If I'm awake, I'll be in my room, surfing the net. And I'll always be out on weekends. :( So now, I'll try to stay at home as much as I can. I love you, mama. < 3 Hot & cold. Friday, May 7 I'm not your fucking barbie doll you can play around with. You push me around, and then pull me back again. You're hot and cold. You change your mind like a girl changes clothes. You can't even appreciate me well. Its your lost. You promised you wouldn't leave. You promised to love me with all you've got. But where are your promises? Let me see, in the drain? "just when I was about to get back to you" Thats just bullshit. You wouldn't even listen to me. You don't even care bout me. You're not even there for me. And you fucking find a replacement for me(!!) WTF!? This song's for you. =') I guess it's really over, I'm finally getting better. Wednesday, May 5 Okay, sorry for not updating. Well, all of you should already know that its over between me and him. I assume that he's happy now, maybe even moved on. Well, thats what I see. Yes, he did say Ily still, but no, I don't believe that anymore. Cuz if he really does, he'd listen to me. No, not for me, but for his own good actually. But he's dumb anyway. I think he already killed his brain cells, thats why. Why should I waste my effort on someone who wouldn't listen? well basically cuz I care so much bout him. But I see no point for me to keep saying the same thing over and over again, cuz it wont fucking stay in his brain. But I just got to admit that I was fucking sad, looking at him waste his life away just like that. How dumber can he be right? He have dreams/goals, but he's not making any effort to pursue it. He only think bout enjoying. Wonder when will he grow up, really. Maybe when his skin starts to wrinkle, and his hair turned grey, he'll realize how wasted his life is.
Anyway, on a lighter note, my life's getting better these days. I'm starting to appreciate my life now. =) My friends are happy cuz I'm happy now. Well, most of my friends are going through rocky relationships. I hope you guys will be able to pull it through. They will realize that nobody would be able to love them like how you can. They're lucky to have you. I love going to school now. And they should know the reason why. Thank you, S. Because you make me happy. With those random calls,unexpected msges, it made me really happy. =) < 3 logan lerman Saturday, April 24   After watching Percy Jackson, I fell in love with him. He's so dreamy! =0 Sehamini Sunday, April 18  Thanks bby for being there when I needed someone. Thanks for letting me cry on your shoulder. Thanks for hugging me. Thanks for pulling me back to reality. Thanks for reminding me that its not the end. I feel like a kid.. I feel so weak. )'= I love you, seha. :) Well said. Friday, April 2 "life is like a coin..pleasure and pain are the 2 sides..only one side can be seen at a time...but rmbr that the other side is also waiting for its turn!!!"-From Alistair My life would suck without you Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye Maybe I was wrong for tryin to pick a fight I know that Ive got issues But youre pretty messed up too Either way, I found out Im nothing without you And honestly My life would suck without you Being with you is so dysfunctional I really shouldnt miss you, but I cant let go. |
 Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning. Me.  Nur Fareena, 17. 20 July'93. Like any other humans, I have inperfections. I have my own strength & weaknesses. Words can't pull me down, now. Cuz I'm stronger, than yesterday. Speak. Links Friendster Tagged FRIENDS. August2006 - June2009 June2009 - July2009 Archives Music. | |